rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
who am i
Hi! I'm
Sharley but everyone calls me... well, i guess i have too many nicknames to list, opps:X
I'm
14 going on 15 this year and to all those darlings out there, remember my presents on
29 Aug! XD
Currently studying in
RGS, class
303 and a proud
richardsonion.
I
swim because I'm too cool for a sport that requires clothes. i
dance because I'm so hot I melt.
dailies
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
-5:46 PM
I think i may have set a Guiness World record, or at least broken a record for visting the doctor 4 TIMES A MONTH!!! )))))): chao1 unhappy now!!! Damn my nose, i hate my nose, stupid nose! Bleah! :P I WANT TO SWIM NOW, I DEMAND YOU TO LET ME SWIM NOW! I wasted my whole holiday trying to nurse back my health. I bet when i can FINALLY swim, i'll be like "Shit! I forgot how to swim!" Plus, SNAG is in March, which gives me 3 months...no, sorry, less than 3 months to train, not considering the time i take to get my form back. Like whatever, basically i'm just screwed lah!!! I seriously hate myself for being so sick. And YOU, you stupid flu bug!!! Can't you go find somebody else to torture???!!! Sorry la, i know you "love" me, but i hate you!!! So just leave me alone and find some other person for you to torment, pls! 就算是我在求你啦，不要再折磨我了！Labels: *~Dreaming~*
Friday, December 26, 2008
-2:06 PM
Ok, so my daddy just left for the airport. He's flying to Penang to visit my grandparents. I feel kinda bad cause i was suppose to go back and pay them a visit but because of my flu (bad flu!), i couldn't. I know this is quite mean of me, but i actually didn't really want to go back to M'sia... Mainly because every time we go back to visit my grandparents, my mummy and daddy will always end up quarreling with each other over money matters, and i'll always be the one to get dragged into their meaningless squabble and get scolded for nothing! Like ok, whatever, not gonna bitch about them... Just feeling kinda guilty cause my grandparents dote on me alot and yet i didn't want to go back and pay them a visit. Bleah, i'm a very mean person!):Labels: *~Dreaming~*
Thursday, December 25, 2008
-11:48 PM
Opps, almost forgot to wish everybodyMERRY CHRISTMAS MY DEARS!!!Hahas, totally slipped my mind. Well, enjoy the rest of your holidays my darlings! :DLabels: *~Dreaming~*
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
-10:02 PM
Hey, i'm at Vicky's house right now. Having Christmas Eve party at her house, later having Christmas gift exchange, so shall use this short time to use her laptop. Well, i begged my parents to let me go to her party, haha, even cried and made a fuss (i know i'm such a baby. That's why I'M the baby chipmunk! XD) Haha, so anyways, they finally agreed to let me attend her party provided i go see the doctor today, so i did. It was so stupid la!!! That was my third time visiting the doctor this month, hah, see how sick i am? Anyways, waited for 20 minutes just to see the doctor, in the end go in see him for less than 10 minutes. -.-" Ya, so he said that now my main problem is that my nose is being too "hardworking". It's "working too hard", that's why my nose is still running and my throat still having phlegm, which causes me to cough. Blah, stupid nose, work so hard for what, make me have difficulty breathing!): Anyhoos, the doctor prescribed some pills for my flu, cough syrup, some pills meant for dissolving in water to treat the phlegm in my throat and a bottle of nose spray (which actually contains steroids, haha, but the body intake is like only 0.01%) so that my nose will stop working so hard. Oh, and he said something about my nose being sensitive?? Whatever... so paid for my medicine then when home and ate it, then went to get ready for the party.Even though this isn't my first time going to Vicky's house, i can't help but say this: I'M HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH YOUR HOUSE!!! It's a frigging 3 stories bungalow (darn it, why are you so rich??!!)!!! It's damn big and nice and spacious! The interior design is superb, totally to die for! Haha, thanks my dear sharshar! :D Oh btw, i'm vicky!:) Yup, so that was her, haha, she's weird i tell you, but i love her!((: Went to her house at 5, i know, damn early, but she invited Jie Lin and I 2 hours earlier, and i seriously love her house... So went to her room to catch up. OMG la she, abandon me to go to Nanyang! So mean lor, leave me all alone in RG! Humhp! Haha, just kidding la, but i do miss her! Jie Lin's still the same, so tall and so pretty! Haha, talked lots of crap before going downstairs to help her family setup the BBQ stuff. Then around like 6 plus, everybody started coming, i think almost everybody from our P6 class came!((: Chatted, ate and watched TV at the same time! OMG la i tell you ah, this party like some kind of confession party like that (maybe because of Truth and Dare), shan't put any names down. Ok, maybe just the first letter of the names, haha!D_____ was made to confess to P________ when we played Truth or Dare. (He chose truth mah:)H______ and K______ confessed that they like Y________ before, but then now no more le, sad, haha.J______ kissed S_______ on the cheek while G________ "proposed" to S_______! (Just FYI, it's the same girl!)S______ confessed to S_______ and she actually agreed!!! OMG la, headline news siah!!!Oh well, D_______ already state with K________ so it wasn't really that fun...And lastly, we have J________, J_______, G____ and A______ all confessing to S________!!! Shocking la, she ran out of the room and dragged Vicky with her, haha! Actually got more, but i lazy type, just type all those major ones. Haha, ya so played Truth or Dare, Hide and Seek (I know!!! Her house big enough to play hide and seek la!!!) and Blind Mice (We played this in the 3rd story dance studio which her dad kindly built for Danielle, Vicky's sis. So good right!!! I want her house la!!!) Haha, i soooooo want to stay over tonight, but i can't!!! Why not? Because of my stupd darn flu!!!))): I hate this la!!! Anyways, back to the party. Had a break cause most of us wanted to watch The Little Nyonya. Now still having break, (some want to watch Iljimae, some want to use the com) so that's why i'm blogging now. Have to go soon! Gonna be 11 le, so i shall just say good night and MERRY X'MAS!!!
Labels: *~Dreaming~*
-4:44 PM
Go ahead and pity me, 3 weeks and i'm still sick... boohoohoo!)): This is ridiculous, who can be sick for three weeks (and counting) even when they have already finish their antibiotic course?! Who else but me?! -.-" I'm sick and sad and sick of staying at home cooped up in my room! I'm decaying at home, someone help me! I even have to beg to go out! Like WTH??!! I wish this is the last time i'm ever gonna get a flu, at least not for the next ten years or so! I wish that my flu will just disappear right now! I wish i can start swimming right now! I wish i can go out and attend my friends' Christmas party! I wish i can travel overseas and shop till i drop! IWISHIWISHIWISHIWISH!!! And god says"Keep wishing!(:" -.-"'Life seriously suck when you're sick! Oh crap, my nail just broke))):Labels: *~Dreaming~*
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
-5:10 PM
I'm fine people! Just a moment of emoness... so don't worry, just be happy!((: Anyways, ignore my previous emo post, it's the blues, and the reality of 2008 coming to an end. Ya, so just don't take it to heart.Went to watch twilight just now with Gen, Michelle, Cla, Seeto, Seeto's friend and her bro, Nicky, Gary and Gideon. In my opinion, overall the show was quite nice, though not really up to my expectations. The actors were H-O-T, HOT! Totally hot! Love Carlisle the most, so handsome that i want to kiss him!!! Edward's not really handsome, but he's smoking hawt!! Like seriously hot until i kinda squealed, haha. Jasper's damn cute, kawaii! Throughout the show, his expression was the same toot face(: Emmett, well what can i say, he's exactly like what i imagined. Mike Newton was so cuteee and his turquoise eyes are to die for! Haha. Oh, Eric was so damn geeky la, and Tyler with his accent! Jacob Black is so... NOT handsome, but he's kinda hot, though Edward is hundred times hotter than him, hee. XD Charlie's funny, haha, he and his pepper spray...The actresses are also damn pretty!!! Although i find Kristen Stewart too plain to play Bella, her acting skills are good!(: Rosalie is the prettiest!!! She's so darn pretty!!! Alice is so cute, the actress who plays her is really cute, she goes quite well with the person playing Jasper. Victoria is quite pretty too, but the way she acts in the movie was abit weird... well it's just me. The actress playing Jessica is also very pretty, and Angela can only be described in one word, NICE!Well, there were some funny parts and some touching moments (not enough to make me cry though, hah!), but i think that the movie has room for improvements. I really hope that the next movie (New Moon/Eclipse) will be much better!Labels: *~Dreaming~*
Saturday, December 20, 2008
-11:17 PM
It just suddenly hit me when i was showering. It was like some bus drove into me, that sudden impact which left me feeling pained and breathless. I just started crying in the shower, but no sound came out... Woah, the experience was like damn creepy! It's like one moment you are just showering, and the next second you are experiencing tremendous pain which is indescribable and you are crying soundlessly. Creepy right? I have been experiencing this quite often this year. Don't know what's wrong with me. Ohoh, and i had a blackout just an hour ago! I was just getting up from the sofa, then everything turned black and the next moment *BANG*, i hit the floor. There seems to be some problem with my body... Anyways, just feeling blue today, cause yesterday i received the best girl award and it got me thinking. With my current condition, I'm not able to train, and seeing other people working so hard to improve, it makes me feel so bad until i felt that i didn't deserve that award at all. That feeling made my heart ache. It made me think that I'm not working hard enough, that it's all my fault for getting sick, that i should just stop swimming completely, yadayadayada. All those negative thoughts just kept swimming around in my mind, making me feel so inferior. I'm trying already, but it's just not enough. And no matter how hard i try, all my efforts just come to nought. It just hurts to think that no matter how much effort you put in, you still don't get to see your desired results, and that you keep trying and trying and trying, but you are still not good enough. It makes me wonder, why do i even bother trying? So that my ego gets hurt? So that people can look down on me? Laugh at me heartlessly? What do i get from trying hard? All my efforts just comes up to nothing, nothing at all. Well, looking at all my trophies and medals didn't help to boost my ego, it left me feeling worst. It's sad to think that you can never win any more trophies or medals. Reality bites! *Ouch*Gotta go take my medicine now, toodles~*Labels: *~Dreaming~*
-5:16 PM
Since i still have tons of photos to upload, and some of the photos are still in my daddy's camera, i will post whatever photos i have already uploaded. I know these photos are like waywayway overdue, but still since i have already uploaded them, just look through them kay? XP The photos aren't exactly in order though...
School life (2008):
Ok, this photo of Carly's cute little brother is very random...nvm 
CMPS 2008<333
Post EYA life: class bonding time!!!(;
Drama Night 2008: well done 205'08!!! Though we didn't get selected, all of you did a marvelous job! I'm proud to be in 205!!! (I didn't manage to take any photos for Drama Night; Carly took the above two photos of my hair, nice right? Thnks Car for practicing her french braid skill on my hair almost everyday, haha, but now you can't cause i cut my hair le...)
Swimmer's life (2008):
♥♥205'08♥♥
♥♥RGSwim Team 08♥♥
Labels: *~Dreaming~*
