Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
who am i
Hi! I'm Sharley but everyone calls me... well, i guess i have too many nicknames to list, opps:X
I'm 14 going on 15 this year and to all those darlings out there, remember my presents on 29 Aug! XD
Currently studying in RGS, class 303 and a proud richardsonion.
I swim because I'm too cool for a sport that requires clothes. i dance because I'm so hot I melt.
dailies
Friday, November 21, 2008
-1:11 PM
Yo people! I'm backkk!
Well, in case you were wondering where i had gone (hinting to those people who nvr read my posts), I went to Beijing, China! Yes, the place which held the 2008 Olympics! Haha, so overall the trip was quite fun although there was the unbearable cold wind you have to deal with. Went to the Forbidden Palace, the Summer Palace, the 'Bird Nest' and the Water Cube, and also climbed The Great Wall (twice). Haha, everyday also very tiring, have to walk alot. Especially the Great Wall, damn steep. And also the day there very short only, 7 sunrise, 5 sundown. Cause it was close to winter when i went there, thus the unbearable cold weather, and the short days and long nights. Anyways, i have like tons of photos to upload, including those which i mentioned i would put up but didn't, so if you want to look at the photos you'll have to wait. Sorry for the inconvenience. Oh, and apologies to those who messaged me or called me and i didn't reply or answered your call. I couldn't message or call cause it would cause tons of money, so sorry): I have to go now, so i'll try to upload all the pics asap, but i can't guarantee it. Bye!
Haha, i was bored, so i went to search for jap shows which will make me cry cause i seriously need something to make me cry. So i watched 1 litre of tears AGAIN, Dear Friends, and Midnight Sun (not the Stephenie Meyer one, haha). Ya, then i went searching again, and i found the jap version of hana kimi, which i'm watching now, and had loads of laughing fit cause it is simply damn hilarious, especially the ones involving nakatsu (he is sooooo cute!!!). Since it's so funny, i decided to post some videos about nakatsu's funny moments, so enjoy laughing! I laughed so much until my stomach ached, first time in so many months((:
Love the homo janai dance and the lie dectector scene!!! Damn funny!
LOVE the monologue scene! Go! Go! I'm going! Going!Totally love Sano's face; was like "WTH??!!" Haha, and he tried to cover up the evidence, hilarious siah!<3 stlye="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">
Simply hilarious right? Haha, loving it. Oh well, i will post again soon. Another 25hours 37minutes more and i'll be going to China!!!(((((: Might be posting some pics later cause i need to clear all the pics in my camera, so until then, toodles!
Okay, i know i'm suppose to post, but i don't feel like it. I've been feeling down lately. I feel like my life has been a waste... feel that i'm such a failure, a loser, a sucker. I feel that i'm not good enough, i'm not smart enough, i can't swim as well as last time, i can't run as well as last time, i can't play the piano lately... all in all,
I FEEL INFERIOR TO THE WORLD!!!
It's like my life sucks, so bad i can almost cry my eyes out. I have this heavy load on my chest, like something building up, i can't quite describe it. It's been there for like what... 2 weeks? I have no idea how to ease it, and it seems to be getting heavier and heavier with each passing day. I can't quite seem to cry either, and that makes the whole situation even worse, cause if i cry, at least i can relieve myself of these emotional pain. Now i have these... i don't knows inside of me, building up, pressurizing me, making me feel so insignificant to the world. It's like i'm just another human being on earth, if i disappear from this world, what difference would it make? I'm not someone who's important like George Bush, or Obama, etc. I'm just an insignificant 14 year old teenager who has no accomplishments at all, who doesn't excel at anything she does, who maybe lots of people dislike or even hate! What am i compared to the world? I'm always the loser, the sucker, well hell, some even say i'm nerdy. Am i nerdy? Is it just because i study in an elite school and read many books that i'm nerdy?? If so, i think at least half of this planet will be occupied by nerds like me! Urgh, you know what, this is useless! I hate myself, i hate the fact that i'm such a loser, that i suck at everything i do, that i can't do anything that can make me feel proud about myself! Now, this post seems like it's all about me, well great! Now people will think that i'm just a selfish brat who only knows how to complain about how life is not perfect for her, how she only thinks about herself and not about how other people feel about themselves after reading this post. Well let me tell you, I AM A SELFISH BRAT! Who isn't?! People only know how to care about themselves. They put themselves first, never second! Only a handful of people know how to really care about others, always putting themselves last and others first. And what's wrong with complaining about my life? It's MINE! And thus YOU wouldn't know how it feels like to be in my shoes! Therefore, you wouldn't know how it feels like to constantly be compared to others, how it feels like to just want to be on par with everyone else in the world! You wouldn't know, unless you are in the same situation as me, otherwise you wouldn't know cause you are NOT me! For all those out there who thinks i'm better than you, don't think that, because i'm sure you are good at something which i'm not! I'm never good at anything, whatever i do, i just suck at it! Forgive me for all this whining, i just need to let out some... steam? Oh wells, it's getting late, should go to sleep now, nights(:
Heyhey (set me free, stupid cupid, stop picking on me!), went out with Car, Shinny and Geena yesterday after sec 4 farewell assembly! Well, let me just say a few things about sec 4 farewell assembly. It was unbearably long and hot, but quite emotional, considering that some teachers, and lots of sec 4 cried. I, for one, almost cried, but i managed to keep the tears in (well sorry for being emotional?!). Then, went to Junction 8 to eat and watch HSM3. OMG, i totally heart Car for bringing the pizza coupon. Got to eat Hawaiian and Triple Cheese (i think...), haha, we were fighting over the cheese. Well... except Geena, who kept her cool, that's Miss Calm and Collected for you!(: Then, went to buy some sweets to eat in the cinema. HSM3 is the BOMB! I seriously heart their songs and DANCE!!! If only i could dance like them (I think will take a year, haha)... I totally love dancing now! I think i love dancing more than swimming or running!!! I know i don't dance as well as those pro people, but still, it's the passion!!! Haha, serious crapping from me.
